Whats has happened ?

Its been over a year since i posted and alot longer than a year since i did Parkour. Its strange how i was so motivated and commited in Parkour however, now i do not train and there is such a big difference in my life. Firstly, i am older which comes with me be alot more mature, wiser, smarter but not any taller. My life now evoles round college which is hard work and makes me realise how much easier it was a few years back. However, i have not turned to a dark side or anything, i am still an active person, well try to excersise as much as i can as i still have the mind set on being in great shape and peak physical ability. This affects me with my diet, i do not eat chocolate and if there is a healthy option i will take it when i can. I have also at the moment stopped all alchohol intake and dont smoke never tried it never will. But one reason for this blog is to let anyone know who is actuly reading this, i truely miss training. I miss the adventure, social side, excitement, new places, new faces, the total aspect it has on your life and importantly the physical progression you gain whilst a usefull amount of knowledge you learn. What caused this post was partly boredom, however the boredom does make me realise certain things. I cannot begin to tell you how...frustrated i guess, i am with myself as i constantly find my self saying " I wish i still did parkour " The reason i say this is beacause of that frustration that i could be in so much better condition and would have actuly kept something up, i cant even say i have a fucking hobby no more. Im so pleased to see the people i trained with fully dedicated and still have parkour as a way of life from just video post i can see they have come so far and benefitted so much. Those people know who they are so to them and whilst on the subject i have so much respect to everyone who takes on Parkour in that manor and many many thankyou's to the friends i gained training you really are a big inspiration. I take my hat of to ALL of you ! Anyway back to before, I continue to ask myself, but i am doing nothing about it. I have made an effort to go out but when i am actuly out i just dont have the motivation to train properly. Alternatively, right now i am so up for getting back into it but know that is not happening. Why am i dismotivated to do what i actuly want to do ? This tops off a one of many puzzles in my life at the moment. This post was an atempt to lay everything out in the state on mind i am in at this moment to look back on as rough patch in the past. For the rare case of anyone actuly reading this i 'think' what i am trying to say is that Parkour is what i can really be free in and truely exspress the induvidual i am. So hpypocritally i am giving an attempt on advise. Allways be who YOU are, Do what you want to do and realise there is only one life so times we are not motivated on what we want, look to the future and ask yourself where do you truely want to be and hope it rebuild the motivation you need to become the greatest you can be. Potential is not a limit.



" You are the best in the world at being who you are
Don't ever try to be something else only better at
being YOU. This way you will always touch your mountain tops "
- ' Frank dick O.B.E '


Much love to anyone who actuly did read this and to my present self. Sort you fucking life :)